Saturday, 25 December 2021

Merry Christmas darling

 Even after all this time extra pictures turn up, like little gifts, you came out of the darkness of these 2 old halloween pictures ❤❤.

Life just isent the same since you left this realm, I miss you constantly,  the world got a little duller in your absence and will never be fully illuminated again.
Your always here in spirit and within my heart, but it's just not the same. 








 




Sunday, 24 January 2021

Happy birthday darling Howard


Your still a guiding light and your words of wisdom still ring true, "true as I sit ere" in fact!
I really do still hear your voice daily, encouraging me or cautioning me, 

I know it's just as possible it's my imagination knowing what you would say, 

but I'm sure  of your presence around me at times and that you indeed watch over us all.

The unending love I have will find you anywhere and on your special day I am finally starting the process of picturing your note books and the papers held therein also.

The time feels right and rather than typing up your words I am photographing them, for however it is interpreted or misinterpreted will be exactly as it should be.

Your writings will plant a seed within someone's mind that will in turn start a chain reaction to something great, of that I am sure. 

Quite possibly the gravity you so dearly wanted to crack, or the colour energy fields.

The possibilities are limitless!

While it is only the incarnation of your bodies incarnation as Howard and your soul is eternal and has many incarnations,  it is important to those of us still incarnated, who loved you so dearly, to remember and honour that memory. 


Your grave today as pictured by your lovely god daughter Lauren,  who misses you as much as I do, she went today together with her dear mum and grandmother, katey and Mary. 

You are very much alive in our hearts minds and memories.